TOM has mos def made my life feel terrible. i hate how i have to deal with these emotions every month and how they seem to be getting worse. i feel like i’ve pushed everyone away.. i’m anti-social, i never want to do anything anymore.. yet i think and cry about why am i not doing what i want to do anymore. it seems like i’m not getting any better, and as much as i wanna stay positive i’m slowly diminishing every other relationship i have. i really need to seek help, but i don’t know who to turn to. everyone i’ve tried to hasn’t taken me seriously.. i guess my cry out for help is once again ignored. i dont know how long i can deal with this for..