November 2010
61 posts
AWW SHIIIIEEET
Jaycee got a crush.. OH WHAA?!
Nov 1st
WHAATDUHHFUH?!
My parents have way too much fun… HAHAHAH
Nov 1st
October 2010
36 posts
Flabbergasted.
It’s crazy that up until today.. it’s still somewhat you that I want. I’ve recently been seeing you in my dreams… and I try not to let it get to me, but I don’t know what to do about it. I don’t know what to make of any of it! Sucks how when I feel like I’ve met someone I find reasons not to like them and compare them so much to you.. even though you...
Oct 31st
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I believe that in some point of everyone’s life they are going to come in contact with such substances whether they like it or not. In my opinion drugs and alcohol are a very bad thing… when used wrong. Not trying to be a hypocrite or anything, but when people let these things control them and reach the point in which they can’t even do anything or function properly without these...
Oct 31st
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
In 10 years I am going to be 28. fuckityfuckfuck. That’s freakin’ old?!?!? -_____- I hope to be out of school, starting a career whatever I decide on.. hopefully dating someone who is respectful and someone that I am probably close to marrying, if I am not already married. I hope to have traveled to at least 2 countries outside of the United States. and what I’d like the most is...
Oct 31st
“…and if I had one last chance to see you once more on good terms, I...”
Oct 30th
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single...
Single life is…. dandy I suppose. It has its pros and cons. I’ll start with the pros. You have the opportunity to learn about yourself, be yourself, have time for yourself, and only worry about yourself. There isn’t the stress of always considering someone’s feelings.. and putting someone’s happiness before yours. I’ve been enjoying being single because I feel...
Oct 30th
30 DAY CHALLENGE.
One I will actually do. Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years. Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol. Day 04 - Your views on religion. Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life. Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself. Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your...
Oct 29th
Liberation.
I’ve come to terms that we can never be just friends. It’s been exactly 2 months since we last spoke, seen each other, and spent moments together. I don’t know how to explain what happened, and I’m not going to try. I mean I’ve gotten over you. I don’t think about you anymore, but lately I find myself having subtle thoughts of you… I’m sure...
Oct 28th
just a thought..
they say love can wait… but at the same time they say life is too short to risk missing out on opportunities… contradictory much?! life you amuse me in many ways.
Oct 25th
HOLD UP WAIT A MINUTE..
PUT A LITTLE LOVE IN IT! CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT IT.. DON’T SHOUT ABOUT IT.. ahaha that song man. I enjoy typing in capz.
Oct 24th
Oct 24th
You claim you’re fly, yeah we know.
“i dont think youre picky, i just think youre just tryna find and have someone right this time around” ya bitch. i ain’t in no rush..
Oct 23rd
What I've learned the most..
is to pick and choose your battles wisely. This is some unknown territory, so before you jump into it thinking you’ll do just fine.. think again because sometimes, things don’t turn out to be as they seem. Things will turn out the way they’re supposed whether I like it or not. I know I’ve already experienced such a loss, but to me when it comes to relationships that I...
Oct 21st
Mehhh...
definitely turned my week around.. ehhhhhhhhhhh. not crackin. I have a bad feeling about this.. which sucks because usually when I have bad gut feelings.. they come true. I hope this doesn’t.. I hope I’m wrong about this.. because if it happens.. I will definitely be saddened. I’ve been praying that it doesn’t. and I’ve been being positive.. but after today.. I...
Oct 21st
Luv yaself guuurrL
<gayness>You must love yourself before you expect anyone else to be able to.g This concept definitely made me think about senior year. Senior year in high school was supposed to be one of the best years of my life, but unfortunately it was the total opposite. I wish I could look back at it like some of my friends and just feel pure happiness that it’s something I’ll remember...
Oct 19th
“Now I’m feelin’ how I should, Never knew single could feel this...”
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Oct 16th
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Though our situation didn't go according to plan,...
Oct 16th
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Oct 15th
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Oct 15th
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to tell the truth..
I honestly don’t even know why I bother.. I think I’m going to stick with this decision.. because if I’m going back and forth with it, that obviously shows I’m hesitant. UGH. I swear.. because of you .. my standards and likings have severely gone up. I feel like at this point I’m never going to allow myself to feel anything anymore.. ..sike.
Oct 12th
Subliminal Message?
So I guess that counts as “the talk”? I knew it was going to come sooner or later.. I hope what I said is sufficient.. I don’t want to make anything out of it.. Those situations were always somewhat random.. Idk if I’m supposed to deny if there is something developing, but I can sense there is and I’m just not letting it. I don’t want to over analyze this.....
Oct 11th
life as we knew it.: Reblog it. →
My personality: I’m loud.  I’m obnoxious. I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I have more enemies than friends. I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My appearance: I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewellery at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I have braces. ...
Oct 11th
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-drivemysoul: I look at you and I no longer see the same person. I look at you and right at that moment, I know why our hearts went its separate ways. I look at you and think to myself, did I really invest all that time to end up where I am now? I look at you, I look at you, and again everything seems lost, empty, gone. I look at you, and I’m in disbelief. 
Oct 7th
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Oct 6th
Seriously..
The stupidest thing a girl can ever do is stop following her dreams because of a boy. I understand that they can say it’s a love that they’ve never had and it’s something they want, but in all honesty love shouldn’t stop you from being the person you’ve always intended to be. Having a dream and being able to live it shouldn’t be taken for granted. How many...
Oct 5th
Oct 4th
Babbling insomnia & Firsts.
Since I can’t sleep.. I might as well kill my boredom. Saturday/Sunday Sleepover on the 8th floor last night! FUN STUFF. Leland let us paint his toes, put lashes on him, aaand even make him wear booty shorts. he is indeed a funny guy :) Andrew loves to to push people’s buttons. I think that is why we get along well.. TK my new black friend is mmmazing. We have the same lovelife...
Oct 4th
Oct 4th
2 strikes.
Second time around.. what do I make of this? I definitely am not going to over analyze, but if it happened more than once.. then it definitely isn’t just random. We’ll see. :)
Oct 4th
Crash...but no burn
Back in Antioch for two days…& the moment I step foot out in public who do I end up running into? Yeah… Ohwell.. Thought we both left this town… I love how the rare weekends I’m back, you are too? Sike. Besides that… I hung out wif Michelle Jamie and joecel :) I missed them a lot. I also saw wiston and kelleigh for a bit. I must say returning back to dv gave me...
Oct 2nd