November 2010
61 posts
Elizabethtown.
“I’m impossible to forget, but I’m hard to remember”
probably one of my favorite quotes ever, from one of my favorite movies.
Matching sweaters...
awww shoooot there’s a step up in this relationship… hahaha people are funny.
“The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when...”
“life gets hard but that’s when you have to take the time to appreciate all...”
Can't grasp the reason
why people rush into things, or let themselves be stuck with a certain person. I don’t see the reason behind why people settle for less and then complain about how much it bothers them. You’re only doing it to yourself… If you know you deserve better, then go after what’s really worthy of you! Don’t settle for something that plays with your mind constantly and makes...
MENTAL LIBERATION: So I let ‘em roam towards these... →
missmaximo:
So I let ‘em roam towards these girls that love to flirt, ‘cause they ain’t worth it since they too busy lurkin’ on these females that don’t recognize their worth. I let ‘em be, ‘cause I wait for a true gentleman to shed some light on me. Not he, who’s interested in a fling, but he, who takes interest in the potential to “be”. These hoes just wanna ride on your attention, but...
I want to getaway..
I feel like no matter how far I think I’ve gotten away from the things I constantly worry about, I just find myself even closer to them… Maybe it’s the fact that I keep trying to run away from things that I’m just forced into facing them.. thing is I don’t even know what I’m running away from. I just know I’m running away.. from something.. something...
“Random. I may be nonchalant towards certain, if not most, things but there’s a...”
Catching up.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory: Going to South Shore in Alameda with my parents and trying to knock down all the spaghetti sauce jars in Safeway and screaming ice cream. Day 15 - Your favorite tumblrs: runwaytrain.tumblr.com eletheowl.tumblr.com tellytothe.tumblr.com Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music: Honestly I don’t mind it. It’s whatever, if something sounds good to me...
GET BUTT
Neal: Go get butt Jaycee, it's easy.
Me: I don't know how!
Neal: HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW.. YOU'RE A GIRL.. just sit there and smile.
Me: -___- No game.
I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like...
Mixed signals...
& mind games… Oh how I know how it all goes.. I thought I already learned how to be assertive with these things? I guess deep down I’m still the same ol’ passive Jaycee who would much rather get hurt than hurt others… when will I ever learn?!
guts baby, guuuuts.
I’ve been out of this game for quite a while now that I fail at sensing things. I had to hear from 3 different people the same thing that I was so oblivious to. I mean, I guess I sort of saw it.. but it was no biggie to me because I’m not used to those sort of things anymore. Annnnd now that I question it and know that in the back of my mind the feeling in my gut was true I feel kind...
tellytothe.: To whom it may concern: →
tellytothe:
It seems like so much time has passed between you and I. All I can think is how things change so quickly in a matter of seconds, minutes, days, weeks, to months. You’ve become nothing but a mere image of what was, but yet your presence remains existent in the back of my head. You were a part of…
GEEZ JAYCEE.
Why do you do this to yourself? and then complain about complaining?! Sheesh.. get it together girl! You are better than this.. and you know it.. either it’s your pride or fear of rejection. Whatever it is… you’re letting it get to you :/
hmm..
something is missing.
Sometimes, someone comes into your life that...
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Santorini, Greece! Uuuggh.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Welll… yesterday my day consisted of:
Waking up super freakin’ early and ended up falling asleep on my homework.
Got up and changed.
Went to the DC with Meg, Q-Tee, Maddie, Kristi and Andrew. Got my fat girl on.
Made fun of Jerry being black as usual.. tied up Andrew..
Facebook.. Facebook.. Facebook.
Laying in bed and conversating and additions to my bruise collection.
Made a...
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10...
Love and Affection - Neon Trees
Kiss That Grrrl - Kate Nash
Count ‘em One Two Three - The Maine
One of the Boys - Katy Perry
Maui Wowie - KiD CuDi
Brooklyn Bound - The Black Keys
Knock Em Out - Lilly Allen
Back at Your Door - Maroon 5
Before the Worst - The Script
Daylight - Matt & Kim
I don't
know how and what I feel… wwhhaadufuxupmayn?
Although situations rarely ever go the way I...
buuuugs.
Certain days there are things that just trigger my mind into wandering places that I’ve been and did not like before. I end up stuck there and allow everything to pass me by. This is such a bad habit of mine. I need to get rid of this.. otherwise I’m never going to feel good enough for anything…WEEEEEEIIIRDD.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
My First Love: Oh… well my first love was also my first heartbreak. All I can say is that it was an experience that has changed me forever. It taught me many lessons not just about myself, but how I deal with people, and people in general. It taught me who my real friends are, it taught me how horrible you will feel if you let your emotions take over you, and mostly it taught me that...
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
In the future I just hope to be happy and healthy and make reasonable decisions while taking responsibility for any consequences. I want to live MY life without any barriers but also make an impact in someone’s life, preferably positive. I just hope I’m happy and successful with whatever I do.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Eddy the Russian invited me to go smoke with him… I said no… but I just had to make note of this day.. because he is never social and I’m sure Meg will be proud of me for getting him to actually wanting to hang out with me..
Oh I also got tied up today.. but I returned the favor. Thank you very much Andrew Pinto for the new tumblr name. INVASION OF PRIVACY MUCH.
Dang.. today...
