I think the most beautiful people are the ones who went through the toughest situations in life but still manage to keep a smile on their face, especially if they have a bright personality to go along with that smile.
Life’s about taking risks… So why not take this one? I’m never going to settle for just anything, but show me what ya got… There’s not much you’ve got to amount to anyway… Or so I’d like to believe.
I’m fortunate..very fortunate. &there’s no doubt I am thankful! :) I now see the prize of the price I had to pay. Thank you for allowing me to be a trooper and endure all that bullshit… Because of that I can now appreciate this glory while having the last laugh…
wrote a paper on it, to finally end that story. Good closure… Finally feel like I’m dunzo wiff dis nigga. ADIOS JAKEY. Let’s see what grade I get on this beezy.
So like… I feel like I’m in kindergarten with this little baby crush… haha it’s been a while.. and it’s funny.. The awkward incident that occurred didn’t bring this situation to the way I thought it would end up.. but that’s a good thing :) My roommate thinks he’s cute too.. BUT oooohweeeeeeell..
So you find yourself apart from one another, just to be together again. Is it ever enough? When are you not capable of not handling anymore.. & if it is too much to handle, why do you persist on more? It hurts when you know that this could be it.. Don’t set yourself up for something you don’t want, even if you’re constantly questioning it.
actually it’s more of a don’t need.. because up until now, i still do want.
THAT WAS AWESOME! 5 day weekend.. well pretty much a 5 day weekend.. That was probably the best Thursday I’ve EVER had.. When I get out of my comfort zone, I am much more social.. I’m glad I didn’t go back home w/ Tash & Gabe because it gave me the opportunity to venture w/o that comfort of knowing there’s people I can just do the same ol’ things with. And I made us some new friends! :)
San Jose you’ve been treating me well so far.. it took me a while to get out of my shell again, especially after last weekend how I ended up being with Jake after a bazzillion of what seems like years.. But now I’m just ready to explore and find that something that’s out there and I know will be better for me..
I’m about to go back to Antioch for the rest of the weekend.. but if I end up going to Chico tomorrow, then I’m suuuure I will become more of a social butterfly..AND I’M GOING TO SEE JAMIIIIIEEEEEE MA FAATBOYY YAY. buuuuut hey.. I already did most of my homework. I’m sticking to that work now, play later mindset..
Lez keep it up.
Oh.. and my school mascot is a pothead. He’s cool.