I would probably spend my first year of college very differently. I missed out on a lot of opportunities, which is entirely my fault. I was tainted by situations that were irrelevant. I was too considerate because I never put myself first. When I look back now, it makes a lot of sense as to why I am not where I want to be… yet. I gotta keep pushing.
& In all honesty, I miss my “friends” from high school.. or what’s left of them. I realize we’re all all beginning to change and grow into the people we are destined to be. The connection with some of these people may not be the same anymore.. but that’s no one’s fault because it’s only natural to change. I just don’t want to force something that’s already over.. I’ve done enough of that.
Pledging has definitely made me open up my mind more. It’s making me reconsider what I should really be considering. Does that even make any sense?
people have high expectations because they believe in you… why can’t I believe in myself?
I just don’t like disappointing people.
…must keep in mind, you can’t make everyone happy.
PEOPLE ARE SHADY.
Quite honestly, there are some people I just don’t care about anymore. People have changed.. I don’t get why we all pretend to still get along.
Aquarius: Daily Overview for September 7, 2011