“Homesickness is just a state of mind for me. I’m always missing someone or someplace or something, I’m always trying to get back to some imaginary somewhere. My life has been one long longing.”— Elizabeth Wurtzel (via misswallflower)
I would probably spend my first year of college very differently. I missed out on a lot of opportunities, which is entirely my fault. I was tainted by situations that were irrelevant. I was too considerate because I never put myself first. When I look back now, it makes a lot of sense as to why I am not where I want to be… yet. I gotta keep pushing.
& In all honesty, I miss my “friends” from high school.. or what’s left of them. I realize we’re all all beginning to change and grow into the people we are destined to be. The connection with some of these people may not be the same anymore.. but that’s no one’s fault because it’s only natural to change. I just don’t want to force something that’s already over.. I’ve done enough of that.
Pledging has definitely made me open up my mind more. It’s making me reconsider what I should really be considering. Does that even make any sense?
“I used to constantly look for people to replace you. Someone to talk to everyday, someone to trust, someone to believe in, someone to love, someone whom I can be myself with.. I stopped though. I realized that some people just can’t be replaced.”—(via runawaytrain)